Musical Escape: Pool by Paramore

I’m underwater
With no air in my lungs
My eyes are open
I’m done giving up
You are the wave
I could never tame
If I survive
I’ll dive back in



Watch List: Colossal

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*Huge spoilers in this post, please do not read this post if you have not seen this film. This movie has a huge plot twist that I talk about in this post.*


There were times during this film where I forgot to breathe. My heart broke and splintered at certain points throughout this movie. After watching the trailers I expected to see a comedy take on the Kaiju movies and what I got instead was something a lot bigger, a lot more meaningful. I have never, ever, walked out of a movie feeling so shocked and taken by a film.

Here’s the trailer to give you a feel of what you think the movie will be about:

Except that trailer does not even scratch the surface of this beautiful film. 

Gloria (Anne Hathaway) struggles with alcoholism. At the beginning of the movie her boyfriend Tim (Dan Stevens) breaks up with her and forces her to move out of their shared apartment. Feeling defeated, she returns to her small hometown where she runs into her childhood friend Oscar (Jason Sudeikis).

Vulnerable and lost, Gloria gets drunk one night at Oscar’s bar and confides in him. She drunkenly spills her soul out and tells him how she doesn’t have a job and she doesn’t even have furniture for her home. The next day, Oscara shows up at Gloria’s current home and brings her a TV. He also offers her a job at his bar. Accepting his generosity Gloria starts working for Oscar at his bar. Everything changes when, once again, Gloria wakes up from one of her binge drinking nights to find out that the city of Seoul, South Korea has been attacked by a Kaiju. Gloria watches the news with Oscar and his friends stunned by what they are seeing.

But then, Gloria sees the alien do something that takes her breath away. The alien has the same nervous mannerisms that Gloria has. Connecting the dots, Gloria realizes that every time she gets drunk and returns to the playground in front of her old school, Gloria is able to control the Kaiju in South Korea.

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The film did an amazing job with its symbolism. First, I will talk about Gloria’s monster. In order for the alien to appear, Gloria has to be drunk. Every move Gloria makes while drunk, the monster makes the same move. So if Gloria stumbles, the monster stumbles however when the monster stumbles it stumbles upon a building in South Korea, killing hundreds of innocent people.

For everyone who has ever loved someone who struggles with alcoholism, they know how destructive alcoholism is. Innocent people are hurt. Chaos is created. Monsters are created out of good people. This is such a hard topic to write about, it’s so personal and brutal, but this film did a great and respectful job of portraying alcoholism in a way where everyone will understand the strength behind alcoholism. How it can completely take over someone’s life and harm so many people in the process.

Now for the plot twist:

This film takes a raw and brutal look at abuse.

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We are Gloria in this film. We are with her when she starts to slowly see red flags in her friendship with Oscar. We are with her when she finally realizes the dangerous situation she is in. We are with her when she struggles to differentiate her friend Oscar with the monster he later shows himself to be. And what a heartbreaking journey it is.

Much Anticipated: Skin&Earth by LIGHTS

YES! My favorite artist of all time, LIGHTS, is coming out with a new album AND a comic!! To say I am incredibly excited is an understatement. I love stories in all forms: Music, Films, Television Shows, Books, Mangas, and Comics so to be getting comics and a new concept album from LIGHTS just has me over the moon right now. Loving it.

Musical Escape: Let Me Out by the Gorillaz ft. Pusha T and Mavis Staples

You say I’m dangerous, I speak for the nameless
I fly with the vultures, I be with them bangers
If change don’t come, then the change won’t come
If the bands make ’em dance, then the rain gon’ come

Look into my eyes, mama, tell me what you see
Tell me there’s a chance for me to make it off the streets
Tell me that I won’t die at the hands of the police
Promise me I won’t outlive my nephew and my niece
Promise me my pastor isn’t lyin’ as he preach
Tell me that they’ll listen if it’s lessons that I teach
Tell me there’s a heaven in the sky where there is peace
But until then, I keep my piece in arm’s reach

[Mavis Staples:]
Am I passin’ into the light?
(Am I looking into mercy’s eyes?)
All the world is out of your hands
(Then ascending into the dark) another night
You got to die a little if you wanna live
Change coming
You’d best be ready for it

Something I’ve begun to fear is about to change its form
Yeah, yeah, yeah, it’s a shift in times
But I won’t get tired at all

Watch List: Star Wars The Last Jedi

“It’s time for the Jedi…to end.”

Okay fangirl time because OMG that trailer is everything! I have so many theories, so many hopes for this film. I know it’s going to blow me away just like every other movie in this mind blowing franchise. Star Wars is my favorite cinematic universe of all time and I’m so beyond ecstatic to be returning to this world as an adult. The Last Jedi releases December 15, 2017.

Watch List: Tombstone, a love note to nostalgia and Doc Holliday

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*As always, a few spoilers below* I was raised on good stories. Whether stories in the forms of novels or movies, stories are what made up my childhood. My mother use to make up fairy tales on the spot every night before I went to bed, with me as the main character overcoming all obstacles. My uncle and I always use to run his Star Wars dvds on tv and we’d sit and marathon the original trilogy for hours on end with buckets of popcorn. (sidenote: Star Wars will always and forever remain my favorite fictional world of all time)

However, it’s Tombstone that holds a wonderful place in my heart. My father and I have a pretty solid relationship. He’s a pretty cool dude and he has even cooler film taste. The guy loves westerns. I think I’ve seen every single classic western movie. That’s how my father and I bonded, he would ramble about his favorite movies and we’d sit and watch them with a side of pizza. Westerns (and Star Wars) became the epitome of my childhood. But there was one western that ruled them all, and that Western was Tombstone.

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For me, there is absolutely no film that conquers Tombstone. This movie has everything, drama, heart-stopping action, romance, comedy, and a whole lot of heart.

My favorite part about Tombstone is the love story. Tombstone has the best love story of all time. No, not the love story between Josephine and Wyatt Earp (though that loveline is wonderful), I’m talking about the familial love between the Earp brothers and the infamous Doc Holliday. These four have such a soul-deep bond that they’d put their lives down for each other. You just don’t mess with them. They’re badass, and when you mess with one of them, you’re messing with all of them. Which leads me to my favorite character in Tombstone, and perhaps of all time, Doc Holliday.

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Val Kilmer was Doc Holliday. Kilmer bought Holliday to living, breathing life. I have never been as enraptured in a character as I was with Doc Holliday. His vulnerability tore at me, his baddass nonchalant, don’t give a damn attitude had me laughing in delight, yet it was his protectiveness, his fierce loyalty to his few friends that made him a childhood hero of mine.

Holliday was a binge drinking gambler who constantly hustled people out of their money and laughed in their faces about it. He just had nothing to lose…until he reunites with his good friends, the Earp Brothers. Holliday is constantly sweating and throughout the film, he grows paler and paler. We later find out Holliday is slowly dying from Tuberculosis. Which makes him even more dangerous. A man dying has nothing to fear.

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When a group of cowboys start threatening his friends, Doc Holliday steps in and induces fear in all of them. Everyone knows Doc Holliday is the best gunman in the country. He’s quick, with no remorse. The Earp Brothers were incredibly lucky to have Holliday on their side. Not just for his gun-toting abilities and infamous reputation, but because of his devotion to those he actually cares for.

In an incredibly intense scene, Holliday is coughing uncontrollably after a showdown between him and some outlaw cowboys. He’s been on a “reckoning” ride with Wyatt Earp, they’ve been hunting down and killing the cowboys that killed Morgan Earp. Holliday is visibly getting worse every second which prompts someone to ask him why he’s putting himself through all of this when he doesn’t have to.

Jack: “Doc, you oughta be in bed, what the hell you doin this for anyway?”

Holliday: “Wyatt Earp is my friend.”

Jack: “Hell, I got lots of friends.”

Holliday: “I don’t.”

This scene speaks volumes. Holliday is a con man. He’s killed countless of people. He’s either feared or looked down upon, sometimes both. But Wyatt Earp has treated him with nothing but respect and befriended him. Holliday doesn’t have many friends, but the ones he does have, you best believe he’s going to hold it down for them. If that means standing with his friends in gun fights, such as the notorious O.K. Corral fight, then he damn well will be there next to his friends ready to take you on.

In fact, throughout the whole movie nothing seems to phase Holliday. When someone threatens him, he laughs in their face. When someone threatens his friends, he palms his gun, ready to defend. Heck, one time a gun goes off making the Earp brothers, and me, jump in surprise yet Holliday doesn’t even flinch. The dude is just a badass. However, there is one, and only one time, you see Holliday awash with fear and worry. And it’s the scene where his friend Wyatt Earp goes crazy with grief over losing his brother and risks his life. Holliday’s fear, worry, and concern for his friend really hits you where it hurts.

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Doc Holliday is my favorite character ever written. I will never get over Val Kilmer’s incredible performance.

My dad’s an old school man. He’s taught me a lot of  lessons. Always hold your head up. Look people in the eye when you speak to them. Always say please and thank you. Have a firm handshake. Treat people with respect. Be a loyal person to those you love and care for. Be a kind and good friend. And Tombstone was one of his greatest lessons that he ever showed me. This is a film about friendship and family. Standing with them and defending them. Staying true to who you are and to those who love you.

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If you haven’t seem Tombstone, you should get on it. Tombstone is handsdown my favorite film. You’ll laugh, you might shed a tear or two, and you sure as heck will value your friends that much more.

“I’m your huckleberry.”

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